I’ve made peace with Richard and more importantly, I’ve made peace with myself. I feel a lot lighter now. There is some degree of comfort to it, although a hint of something resembling a bitter sweet feeling still lingers. I miss him. That I do. And sometimes I am sad but today, my tears were not shed from sadness, neither was it from happiness. I think it was well, I don’t know. Anyhow, the truth is, we’re both to blame in the outcome of things, whatever happened, happened and there is no way to go back and change that so the best thing to do is to take the lessons learnt and use them for future experiences. And that’s about it. So it’s time to move on. I’m going out there bold and brave with God on my side.